I wish to know the truth,
why did you give me the cold shoulder after a month.
you left me thinking,
what did i do wrong,
are you unsatisfied with me?
I can change, if only you would say.
You never bothered to reply my sms,
no matter how many times I tried to contact you.
You never knew how worried I was,
when I didn't recieve a single reply from you.
You never thought of how heartbroken I am,
when I knew you replied to others' messages and not mine.
I confessed, you agreed.
End up it's the cold shoulders which I've recieved from you.
I tried my best to show my love for you,
I tried...
But it still failed...
Gifts from me to you,
I swear sometimes I broke down into tears 'cause I don't know what to get for you so that it'll make you happy.
But why, my love for you,
all I get in return is your neglection towards me?
If it's out of sympathy towards me for loving you for 3 years in the first place,
that you agreed,
then I'd rather you rejected me back then.
I'd rather you reject me,
let me cry my heart out for that few days,
and eventually giving up on you.
At least, I know you don't love me.
At least, that's the truth.
But no, you gave me hope that you loved me,
end up you smashed it cold heartedly.

I thought, I cried, I lied,
end up I think I still can't forget about this pain.
Now, I just wish to know the truth,
as to why did you ignore my messages and not replying to them...
Perhaps,
only the answer can make me give up on everything...

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