U-Kiss (♥) Kiss-Me

2011년 4월 29일 금요일

went to buy ticket for the indoor theme park and sat on this boat ride which is sort of inspired from Venice.

Then throughout the ride got one part whereby people can throw coins and if hit the bell then it will sound lol. there's three different wells for it which are: love, health and wealth.

then we also went to sit on a ride which got no support below, just supported and moving through the rails at the top. it's not that creepy though. and got another ride is you can choose to cycle or not, something like wild wild wet that bicycle ride, but at least this one you can don't ride also. and it's less scarier than the bicycle one lol.

after that we also headed to take the train which lets us tour the whole of the theme park which includes the outdoor one.

it's quite nice and well yeah.

oh! we had our meal at kenny rogers lol. my first time eating that haha. ate chicken macaroni cheese!

then not long after we headed back to hotel room. before that me and chinmei went to make some personalized keychains for some of our closer friends (due to the chains being quite ex, we only made some).

after which we head back hotel room for a while before heading out again to take neoprint! yes! such a long time since we've taken one!

then at night head out again and janelle keep on take the carousel so me and chinmei went to buy ice-cream eat but it's not that nice lah lol. i bought choc-mint + choc-ripple i guess? 2 scoops for RM5! cheap sia!

then after that we also went to take ferris wheel lol. starting like scary lah 'cause keep on shake one. lol. but after that yeah it's alright.

and i guess that's all for day 2? pictures i'll upload in another blog post later or some other days. feeling terrible right now. bye.

오후 2:08

2011년 4월 27일 수요일

Practically i slept for like only 1hour and i woke up at 5am.

around 6am uncle fetch me at my house downstairs and drove me and grandma to tampines, where the tour bus is waiting for us.

it's the five stars tour bus or something and really the seats can be adjusted! plus really got the tv to play games or watch movies with!

the ride there was alright for me, just that my head and neck was somewhat hurting and somehow made me feel like puking.

watch 'New Moon' halfway through and gave up watching 'cause feeling uncomfortable.

after which, when we reach Genting, after settling down our stuffs in the hotel room which was given to us wrongly (no connecting rooms),

we headed out to eat before getting our new room at 25th floor which has connecting rooms.

headed to eat at Marry Brown's and the nugget is nice!

then around 3pm or something we were at the hotel lobby to wait for the new keys and Janelle (chinmei's niece) started playing with me o.o LOL.

then finally got the room key already and basically we walked around the hotel mall for a short while and spent the rest of the day in the hotel room?

oh! when we're at padini store, we saw a guy who looks somewhat like xiangyi!

and we also spotted a cute guy lol. but after that, basically like no more cute guys over there ~

alright. shall end this post for day one at Genting.

day two will have more content lol.

오전 1:14

2011년 4월 24일 일요일

back from genting with chinmei, her cousin, janelle, my grandma and chinmei's aunt!

the weather there is super shiok i tell u!

but for now, i doubt i'm in the mood to blog everything out.

'cause i'm feeling hot all over, like really. and then when brother touched my forehead he say i'm cold! weird yes.

alright. bye. sucks to feel like this.

오후 11:56

2011년 4월 21일 목요일

headed out to plaza sing, then heeren then somewhere near wisma atria to walk.

bought a chio red & black bag pack at plaza sing just for the genting trip. lol.

then collected my shirt, walk around then headed to heeren.

bought joey's birthday present then headed to find food eat.

bought taiyaki (i think that's what it's called) and walk abit more before heading to settle dinner at yoshinoya.

sit there chat and after that headed back home. passed by holika holika which is endorsed by C.N Blue lol. the shop very nice leh.

then search for ear piece at white sands and bought one at challenger. after that took bus back with jolyn.

waited for xiaomei and she gave me a blue top which she bought from bangkok! ^^ thanks xiaomei!

only when i reach home then i realize there's a pair of earrings inside as well hehe.

then well, told her what happened during the days/weeks/months we didn't meet. felt so so much better lol.

and i promised her to go ''shopping'' with her around may or what.

then now packing stuffs for genting trip, sian sia. i don't feel like going grandma house stay later, so i shall tell her i need to work. so yeah.

오전 12:46

2011년 4월 20일 수요일

took 81 as usual to work and i saw spoon. but oh well, idk if he got come up upper deck not 'cause from the side i think i saw him.

but oh well, shan't think that much.

work today at 1.30pm and before my break, saw xiang.

we saw each other and we just smile smile lol.

he was walking out, don't know go where lol. then after that i was telling racy that he's the guy whom i'm talking about lol.

then she say 'why just now never tell me?' hahaha! then i tell her later when he come back she can see lol.

then when he came back, she was looking at him lol. and say the way he walk like in military like that. hahaha. and she say he looks quite decent! hahaha.

after that nothing much happened, xiao xue help us with closing and she very cute sia haha. today she like quite high like that.

then nearing 9.30pm or so he came out to throw rubbish. i was actually quite shocked lah 'cause he rarely come out throw rubbish one.

but well, i'm busy counting money so i didn't really look at him. then when he return that time, after he's gone then i tell winnie that he just now came out to throw rubbish hahaha.

she like sad diao sia 'cause she always want to see how he looks like but always missed it lmao! the first time he came out, she was having her break hahaha.

and then took bus with winnie 'cause we going 7-11 eat cup noodles. then spoon was on the same bus as us.

he sat behind us and then chat for awhile. after that winnie drop her $1 and she ask him if he found it or not. then he found it but he told her that he didn't.

then he tap me from behind and i reach out my hand for him to pass me the coin hahaha. after that he go say if the person got the coin then he/she is stupid and i was like wth sia hahaha.

after that when he alight, he go make a funny face which i find it cute haha. he stick his tongue out and make the face like a little child sia. hehe.

오전 1:31

2011년 4월 14일 목요일

thought i work 1.30pm today end up is 3pm.

so headed to nydc with hua, racy and mai. ate a total of $95 and hua say he only accept $10 from each of us wtf. when it's supposed to be around $20 per pax!

started work and well nothing much happened. quite bored at work. slack.

supposed to meet xx but end up xx replied me only when i'm reaching my stop and say too tired to meet up..

naturally, i will sian diao lah. no choice also right..

오후 11:47

2011년 4월 13일 수요일

i'm feeling so neutral now, am i? i think so.

anyway i reached icing room quite early around 1pm so i changed and helped Berrice since she's alone.

after that during my break, went coffee club with hua.

chatted about a lot of things and he treat, 또! always like that. i want give him money he don't want accept. ate a total of $48 or so. the 1 for 1 and drinks + side + dessert.

anyway, the steven uncle from kim gary today walk past saw me and said 'hi' to me lmao. then when 6pm that time, him and the gray cap guy walk out with my mum and he said 'bye' to me hahaha.

i think i really going to be their 'talk topic' during work sometimes hahaha.

then ytd xiang sms-ed me halfway i thought he won't reply liao. end up this afternoon then i realize my phone cocked up on me zzz...

berrice not feeling well, hope she'll feel better soon since tmr and friday she no work.

did closing again today and i keep count wrong money or what leh, but winnie help me settle it. end up i did finish by 10.32pm ^^

오후 11:37

2011년 4월 12일 화요일

work was alright, just that head's hurting.

saw spoon talking to xiao-chen while i'm having my break. they're standing near each a cup.

so well, can't possibly ask me walk over right? like awkward only.

but well, he seems angry or something, idk ~

mei taught me on how to do closing and i handled them by my own.

surprisingly, i was able to finish just nice on the dot at 10.30pm ^^

but tmr there's no mei to coach me so yeah. also don't know if winnie will allow me do or not.

and i think hor, me and mei forget put on the cloth to cover the cashier leh. shit.

idk lah, i think never.

so yeah back home nothing do now again. work at 1.30pm the next day.

오후 11:12

2011년 4월 11일 월요일

started work at 2pm 'cause frankie said winnie still not feeling well.

then when i got out of the toilet after changing, i saw xiang talking on the phone lol. and just nice he turn his head and we saw each other.

then we're giving the 'ehh' look lol.

then not much business lol. perhaps 'cause it's a monday.

chatted with berrice and yeah. we both have sweaty palms! omg.

i'm so glad to have found more and more friends who are the same as me. now i don't feel so alone anymore ^^

spoon came down today even though it's his off. and idkw i so feel like talking to him, or just see him even if it means we've nothing to talk about ):

but oh well. you know.. can't..

at night i did a little closing stuffs like counting money, taking out $250 for the next day etc etc and yeah.

reached home, then told mum that one of her staffs there waved to me when he going throw rubbish lmao.

and my mum say her work place very fun hahaha. and they keep on talking about me -.-

then ask mum she don't allow me date ah, and she say with who. then i say just anybody lorh. and i say 'how about that toastbox one?' and she say no 'cause he's from china. lol.

오후 11:33

2011년 4월 10일 일요일

supposed to work until 7 or 8pm only today but ... winnie fell sick and didn't come in the end. so that means i got to work until closing -.-

then well, no choice lah. but i really find it weird.

i mean, your off day/leave for one week is supposed to let you have more rest and don't fall sick easily when you get back but what? on the first day she came back, she keep telling me she tired -.- then now she sick omg.. wth sia.

anyway, told racy and berrice about what happened regarding something lol. omg feel so paiseh telling them sia but haha. they understand me! so its okay LOL.

mum's not home again lol. and today after her work, the china auntie and 2 other guy came out and looking at me LOL.

then they go change and i chatting with mum then when they come out they keep turn back and laugh and look at me hahaha.

then my mum tell me that they said they got come out to try figure out who am i and they don't know so this time they follow mum out hahaha. funny or what.

i'm hungry right now ):

오후 11:46

went toa payoh with jolyn and we reached too early.

walked around and bought a face cleanser for black heads from face shop.

then collected my u-kiss album and headed to NEX at Serangoon since the meet-up from harugee is cancelled.

first time there and wow. the way breadtalk, icing room and toastbox is placed is damn nice sia. even the chairs of toastbox also nice haha.

after that we walk around and ate at pizza hut ^^

oh! we also saw lots of people wearing mask, to enter the world record of having most number of people wearing mask -.- lame or what hahaha.

then walk around somemore and went into a perfume shop. and i ended up buying a perfume 'Lust' from Sex and the City hehe.

we also went to look from outside, this cafe which you can bring your dogs in! omg damn cute sia all the dogs running here and there. hehe.

saw this dessert which i forgot what it's name is called, but related to heart. then bought 3 at $5, the pricing same as icing room macaroons sia! 1 for 1.80 then 3 for 5.

bought the remaining 3 flavors left, strawberry, rockmelon and raspberry.

then after that rushed back to tampines for work lol. thanks so much jojo for accompanying me!

work halfway, frankie called to say that i only need to work until latest 10pm 'cause he say got shifu to do closing for them. and that i latest by 11am report for work tmr. lol.

waited for xiang to reach tamp one before heading off. then head off to have a chat and yeah. cabbed back home lol.

오전 1:01

2011년 4월 9일 토요일

as said on previous post, i cried a lot.

and when mum reach home at 2am+ i was still crying but i act as though i'm sleeping.

so yeah.

while blasting those songs in the room, i cry and cry very loudly..

then at work, when i reach, i thought i can control my tears i thought i won't cry but no.

frankie wanted me to call him, so i called and he know something's wrong with me so he say i play facebook till late again ah and i said no. and he jokingly say next time i teach u play face to face, more fun. and idkw but instead of laughing, i almost cried out... 'cause just nice i saw him walking down the stairs. even without seeing the body or face, just by looking at the shoes and i know it's him already...

and when winnie came, i went toilet cried for awhile, and when i came out, winnie hugged me and i immediately cried out again wtshit...

i didn't expect myself to be like that so i ran back in to toilet.. sigh...

at night hua told me that spoon said to him he'll be leaving soon and my mood dropped again. almost going to cry if hua continue saying about him..

xiaomei and chinmei came over and bought hazelnut milk tea for me from eskimo. thanks so much.

agnes also dropped by and she also knew something's wrong with me..

took same bus as him (i thought we won't be on the same bus.) and he said that monday and tuesday he won't be working.. sigh..

monday tuesday wednesday racy also not working ):

and i think...i really got to pluck up courage to... ask him go out with me or something for a day, before he leave sg. i don't want any regrets.. really don't..

오전 12:00

2011년 4월 8일 금요일

Spoon is leaving soon. He told me that he'll be tending his resignation letter and having a talk with the manager. He know that they're going to ask him to stay, but he said he'll not stay anymore.. And before May 20th, he will leave Singapore...

I cried right after reaching home, my heart really sank a lot.. The feeling after hearing him telling me this is just unbearable for me... it's nearly 2hours since i cried, and i really got the urge to go find him and give him a hug and tell him what i'm really thinking but...it's all just an imagination... i can only hug myself and cry and can't do anything..

flashbacks of the past just keep on replaying in my mind... i wish for it to stop but it just don't... from when we first met, all the way till now... listening to 'Sorry that i love you' and '散场的拥抱' by Anthony Neely and '0330' by U-Kiss just made me cry even more...

xiaomei is crying as well, from what i see on twitter and i can't do anything to cheer her up with my current state.. i can't say anything to her with my current state... i can't comfort her with my current state... but at least, there's sinyi and chinmei comforting her... i'm never a good erjie... i hope she feels better soon...

오전 1:18

2011년 4월 7일 목요일

i think i will die at work later again, though i start work at 3pm.

'cause till now i'm not asleep yet lol.

just got back home at like 4.15am hehe.

after having kim gary (coffee club no seats) with the icing room peeps which include: xue, mei, hua, hao, andy, pyau, jiayi, yiyuan, wilson, ahkai shifu, jolyn and me.

and i got sms with xiang again lol telling him that i'm there.

after that bidded goodbye with the rest and stayed back to chat with jolyn. and told her about what happened.

then xiang knock off and saw me then he sms say 'so late haven't go home ah' and i was asking him how he know and he say he saw me.

then he sort of like walk past me and then talk for that few sec lmao. pris also know him! haha.

after that we went to wendy's which is opened till 2am lol.

then we switch back to the stairs beside coffee club, then to outside yamakawa and then to mac cafe to slack lmao.

after that ordered choc raspberry diva cake and eat. and cabbed back home at like 3.45am or so.

so tired now, i'm turning in. goodnight.

saturday meeting jojo again to go tpy to collect my u-kiss album then to plaza sing to collect my kiss-me shirt (:

then 6pm work sigh.

오전 4:31

2011년 4월 6일 수요일

rot at home. woke up at 1pm+.

had a headache, ate ice-cream. later meeting jiayi for awhile at 8.30pm at tamp then go find the rest for supper.

jolyn will be joining, that's why i go if not i guess with my mood now, i won't want to go.

cried a lil' just now, while listening to 0330 wtshit right? zzz...

especially when it's at soohyun's part. sigh. the feelings he put in. ah.

i'm so tired of this crap. i wish i can stop.

오후 7:35

2011년 4월 5일 화요일

sms-ed with xiang from 11.55pm all the way till 4.36am.

then head to bed and woke up at 10am to bathe and get ready for work.

frankie told me about his NS life, the jungle 36days survival training lol.

was very tired during work.

then i thought today my mood would be okay but no. affected by him...

i shall just blog it out on my private blog later...

berrice understands how i feel and it's a good thing, 'cause she can understand my situation better.

thanks ahkai shifu for showing concern for me as well.

and i might not have my off tmr 'cause racy not feeling well and might not be able to make it for work tmr ):

hope she feels better soon.

오후 11:24

2011년 4월 4일 월요일

i almost forgot today is a monday, which is his off. and i was like stupidly thinking if we'd take same bus to work together or not -.-

then had work and nothing much?

oh! just when i started work not long ago, i saw xiang talking on the phone beside the 'shinchong' shop lol.

and after that i saw him walk out throw rubbish with the usual old uncle haha.

when i'm standing at the front with racy, i keep laughing a lot LOL.

then we're packing the ribbons and then when i look over at toast box, i saw him...

he was wearing quite a smart outfit? and wtf i think it looks good on him?! jibye... what's wrong with me...

then i tried to ignore it and kept playing with racy but urgh.. my mind... my heart.. fuck..

then when i realize he left already i was like moody? especially when racy also going back.

and i got 'crazy' after that lol. then nothing much.

오후 11:25

2011년 4월 3일 일요일

saw him alight from bus 19 when bus 81 was behind it.

sat at stairs and tried watching the videos i downloaded through the new downloader and guess what? it made my ipod hang after few seconds -.-

started work and yeah nothing much.

told berrice more about me and spoon, and she seems really interested uh haha.

and then wilson say he save my contact number as 'xiao baby' in his phone wth -.-

and i tell him i save his number as 'giant wilson' LOL! since he's so tall!

during berrice break i was standing at the back and when he return from his break, he use his shoulder to make me then turn back and smile.

seriously, if you don't intend to talk to me or what, then don't make me and let me have any thoughts that you're trying to talk to me/interact with me.

it's killing me y'know...

오후 11:45

forgotten to bring my phone out while i went to work. so already feeling abit frustrated.

then reach too early so sat at the stairs and then KK seated at the other side. but i didn't bother much and just fiddled with my ipod since there's nothing for me to play with.

then from the corner of my eyes i saw him walk past and sat beside KK talk to her and idkwtfh but i more frustrated -.-

so i was like stand up quickly and walk off and i think both of them are like looking at me when i stood up O.O

work was quite okay. then ya lor nothing much happen.

shifu bought calamari for us and i went cold storage help him buy things.

and i was so frustrated, especially over spoon during work lah wtf. idekw i'm like this -.-

so so tired now. sigh.

and mum's work place got one more guy specially came out just to see me -.- wth hahaha. mum got tell me say the one wear red cap say to her 'tonight i want go throw rubbish liao 'cause i want to see your daughter' wtf sia -.-

so ya..

now having a chat through facebook message with winnie lol.

오전 12:01

2011년 4월 1일 금요일

work at 2pm today and then nothing much happened. quite slack leh today.

bet tmr's gonna be busy then. since it's a sat -.-

got new part-timer from 313 come over to help out, her name is Berrice.

i think she's quite a nice girl haha. and i realize when there's new staffs (girls), they'd ask me and we'd talk about relationship stuffs LOL.

anyway frankie helped out with closing as well haha.

and me and racy wanted to eat ham and cheese, so we told Dom about it.

he was like 'ok' then we wait so long still don't have. then just nice my hand got torn up receipt so i suggest to Racy that we write 'where's our ham and cheese?' and then when xiao-chen is gone, we actually caught Dom's attention and i quickly show him the 6 pieces of paper hahaha.

and he really make sia hahaha. somemore with extra ham and extra cheese!

and i suppose he actually got tell spoona bout it 'cause when he's behind at the kitchen there, Dom was telling him something and after that they both look at my direction and laugh lol.

didn't took same bus as him again. sigh. i REALLY need to ask him zzz...

then got receive two april fools' sms lol. wth sia.

and saw linhui, desiree, chinmei and joanne seated at the pillar there eating mac sia haha.

i think that's it for today. tmr work 2pm again sigh. tired ah. until 11pm.

오후 11:46