U-Kiss (♥) Kiss-Me

2011년 5월 31일 화요일

today when i reach work place, i was alright. my mood was okay and i talked to them 'cause they also talked to me. well, maybe except for winnie.

and when she went for her break, i ask her what time she coming back 'cause i very hungry and she said 4pm.

then end up 4.10 liao she still not back yet. then when she come back, she stand beside me and say 'zhanying, do you know sometimes i hate you?' and in my mind i was like 'you hate me sometimes? but i hate you most of the time. not just me, but everyone here.' but i just kept my mouth shut 'cause i don't wish to start a quarrel. end up she say 'no reaction one' and just nice racy came and she ask me go eat. then after that racy came to the back and say just now winnie got ask her if she can key the stock check or not then when racy reply 'no. zhan ying will key 'cause she's fast' then her face jitao went black!

after i key finish she say she want to check so fine. check lor. see where you can spot dao my mistakes. i may be fast but i don't make mistakes when i'm keying them okay. so i pass the laptop to her then when hua saw it he like very scared then walk over to me and ask me why the laptop pass to her. then i tell him 'i key finish alr, but she say she want to double check so let her lor. confirm she cannot find fault with me one.' then hua took out his phone and say now 5.59pm let's see how long she will take to check again.

and he told me for last month one, she actually do the stock check from 4plus to 8plus! it's like wtf la so damn long?! even IT retards also can do better kay?! zzzz...

then when racy went toilet i stand at the back, then i arranging cakes in the fridge and she came to the back and squat beside me then say in a kns tone 'i today don't feel like standing at the front. you go and stand' and i was like 'wtf. didn't frankie say before to ALL OF US that no part-timer is allowed to stand alone at the cashier?!' but fine, i don't wish to start a fucking stupid quarrel with her so i just went there, with attitude. at that point of time i really damn pissed off with her!!! after such a long time of tolerating, i can't tolerate any longer.

when the rest are still hating on her, not wanting to talk to her, only i'm the one who still bothered to talk to her in a nice tone.... i wonder sometimes, am i really like what hua and racy said, that i'm too kind to her already? never talk back to her, never give her attitude like how she gave us... hmmmm

오후 11:49

2011년 5월 30일 월요일

had work today and i wonder why i so moody.

after that gotten better when mei and me started talking.

then mei got tell me, ytd when i'm not at work, she, racy, hua and wilson was talking about me and spoon.

they said that he's a liar for lying to me. saying that he don't have a phone when we were together, when he actually have one.

then mei say, if she were me, she would be very angry at him. even to the extent of disliking him, just like hua and winnie.

true. i'm angry when i first found out that he got a phone yet he didn't let me know about it. but on second thought, he don't have the need to let me know since i'm not his who anymore.

moreover, it's no use getting angry over that right? somehow, it's pointless so yeah.

then mei was saying that i'm such a fool. keep on 'covering' up for him in one way or another. sigh.

오후 11:16

2011년 5월 28일 토요일

woke up early in the morning at like 8.25am when i slept at like 3 or 4am in the morning lol.

bathed and prepared then head to eunos to take shuttle bus go the RSAF.

first time i've been there and wow! all the aeroplanes awe me man! so cool.

took pictures and mostly they are taken while i'm still walking lolol.

lucky when reach that time, the sun not that big hahaha.

oh! and got shuai-ge and cute guys sia! all wearing uniforms de omg hehehe. so happy to see them lmao. i'm crazy hahaha.

so ya. then headed back to eunos interchange via shuttle bus again and wow. the queue damn long also lor ㅠㅠ

after that met kyun ^_^ for drum lesson hehe. first time! woohoo!

headed to her house and then she taught me each parts of the drums like the hi-het, snare, tim toms, clash etc etc.

and she taught me the basic beat, which involved the hi-het, snare and bass. the bass is to use your leg hit down.

wah. don't know is me no strength or what, i step on the pedal then the sound came out soft ㅠㅠ

but i swear i'll improve lolol.

and she say if i going to buy a drum or what, i can ask her along then she can help me see which is better ^_^ hehe.

gonna buy a drum stick soon ~ hehe.

오후 6:45

2011년 5월 27일 금요일

omg. today is a very boring day.

stayed home and watch running man with yoona and sunny as guest.

and i realize me and sunny love sometimes will go 'hehehe' one hahaha.

then sis just got home and she say,

this morning when she preparing go work, she heard me laughing in my sleep O.O

and i got totally no idea what i dreamt about which made me laugh lol.

오후 9:39

2011년 5월 25일 수요일

yesterday work was fun 'cause there's racy around hahaha.

then there's this carls. jr guy he in a rush go throw rubbish end up one rubbish bag drop in front of our shop and he didn't know.

then we keep laugh. then me and racy go carls jr wanted to tell the guy, then just nice he walk out but he like in a rush and didn't care about us.

so we tell the other staffs and they were like what? hahaha.

after that they came out and clear the rubbish and the guy who mop the floor is like so paiseh lol.

oh and we spotted a shuaige in carls jr eating hahaha!

today was alright. super slack.

i didn't really work today man. hahaha. i like keep talk with mei and sit down hahaha.

and her swiss roll is super nice leh. i like! ^_^

then at night i go write a scroll note to racy hahaha. 'cause tmr i not working then she working full shift, so i write 'love note' to her kwahaha.

erm so ya that's it i think lol.

and and and, tmr going kbox with winnie lol.

오후 11:41

2011년 5월 24일 화요일

just going to keep this post short and simple 'cause i'm tired now.

so yesterday after work went to ikea with wilson (giant) then after that head back tamp1 go eat thai express.

even he also say their tom-yum soup very nice haha. good!

then today work, lucky mei and winnie both okay!

wore my fake fringe to work and it looks okay? just that it's too long.

then as usual, hua and his saying make me so damn pekchek -.-

can't he (guys) just keep their mouth shut if they do't like what they see? like wtf leh.

if you think its not nice then don't say la. spoil people mood for what! tsk.

but after that ok la.

then had supper at 7-11 with winnie. then ya lor. now very tired so goodnight.

오전 1:52

2011년 5월 20일 금요일

met jojo and we walk around the 3 malls of tampines lol.

bought a bag from cotton on for only $10! haha cheap yo.

then settled our dinner at Thai Express ^_^ so yummy! i like the tom yum soup.

after that we decided to go neu look and buy the shoe which caught our attention ~

finally there's a wedge which is suitable for me to wear, 'cause it's covered toe one! and jojo bought one like sneaker wedge like that. more like school shoe with wedge lol since it's white in color ~

and so yeah. spent quite a lot O.O

오후 10:53

i wonder how's he doing right now. did he cut his hair before he go back home to see his mother? 'cause he said his mum keep say his hair very long, haha.

did he change his clothes to look better and like a changed man in front of his mum? hehe.

later gonna get prepaid card from singtel then can call over to him. gosh.

i'm scared lol. gonna ask dom later if he did try calling or not. hehe.

meeting jolyn later at 4.30pm then chat slack walk about lol.

오후 2:07

2011년 5월 18일 수요일

thank you for letting me send you to the airport.

thank you for giving me your china number, even without me asking.

thank you for saying thank you to me.

thank you for asking me to do well in my job.

thank you for asking me to take good care of my body.

but, i don't know if i should thank you for asking me to find a better guy, someone who is better than you, someone who will be devoted to their work and if ever it's another foreigner, that he will have the mindset of settling down in Singapore.

thank you for hugging me.

thank you for making me laugh with the things you said.

thank you for making the cheeky expressions while you're queuing up to get your air ticket.

thank you for treating me eat.

thank you for the last hug you gave me.

and lastly, thank you for everything right from the start from when we first met.

오후 7:43

2011년 5월 16일 월요일

took a nap before heading to meet panda. don't know why recently so tired easily.

drank meiji cocoa milk before heading out. yummy!

then headed to meet panda and i didn't realise i was at the back cubicle, then i go tell desiree i at the front omg paiseh ttm!

then met up with joey and chinmei, not long after huiping came. followed by joanne.

then went to nihon mura eat.

me joanne and chinmei ate ala carte while joey huiping and panda ate buffet!

omg they really can eat a lot sia! pei fu pei fu hahaha.

then after that took mrt to head home. and otw very funny sia!

huiping make me and desiree laugh until stomach pain LOLOL!

regarding lou nai thing hahaha.

then on the mrt, told joey what happened and well yeah. lol.

somehow it feels like a long time since i've really laughed that much. and hang out with friends.

feels great ^_^

오후 11:07

2011년 5월 15일 일요일

work, mei and winnie quarrel end up coffee club lunch with racy cancelled -.-

supposed to be at 8pm but frankie asked racy to work till later timing.

saw him, like what racy said, he like every day head down to find Dom.

wilson hua and racy keep tease me say don't cry ah etc etc lol.

(alright, that wasn't a real laugh. feeling fucking irritated/annoyed rn)

the reason why i'm annoyed, i shall type in my private blog. as for right now, frankie said he need to talk to me, want to call me.

having known him for like 1 year already, (today is TM1 icing room 1st year) and when he call to talk, it's nothing good. highly likely.

just hope he better not talk too much until i lose my temper.. really feel damn fucked up rn!

it better not spoil my mood too much, esp if it's gonna affect my mood tmr 'cause i'm going out!!!

오후 10:40

2011년 5월 12일 목요일

headed to tamp1 today and i'm glad i saw him working.

then ate bbq chicken with chinmei then walk around. after that we went teadot and ate lemon meringue + macha cheesecake.

then we headed to basement and chat with racy for awhile. and she actually knew my intention of heading down lol. but i can't stay till closing.

so, i wrote a note in chinese asking him to call me or email me to let me know when he's free 'cause i got something to tell him.

then min was telling me on msn to go wait for him at his bus stop, 'cause it's better than waiting for him to contact me, and what if he doesn't? won't i be disappointed? at least if i go wait for him, and if he doesn't really want to talk to me or what, at least i can put it down earlier.

so i rushed out of the house, went to the bustop and check the timings of the bus, all 10mins wait. so i wait and racy was telling me she actually asked him to go over to the counter and she passed him the letter and after that he went back to toastbox to read. after reading, she said he look at her and smile.

then not long after, got unfamiliar number called me. i picked up the call and it's him (: and he asked what i was doing and said that he will be free any day since today is his last day of work. then i ask him how about tuesday and he said can. and then he ask me to just call him on the day i want to meet and i ask what's your number and he say 'aiyo this number. stupid' haha. and then he say my handwriting very ugly until he almost can't figure out what i'm trying to write. and i told him 'cause i'm in a rush mah haha.

ah ~ at this moment, i felt so blissful. so happy.

just previously, like 1hour back, i was hugging mum and crying, saying i'm afraid he won't contact me. but it turned out the opposite way (:

thanks to min as well! ^^ for encouraging me.

오후 11:06

2011년 5월 10일 화요일

i specially headed out early to work just so perhaps i can take same bus as him or something but no.

so i thought, i shall see him later during work.

then i just sat at the 3rd and 4th floor doing nothing, okay. am sms-ing my friends for awhile.

then when i head to work, i didn't see him at all. it's the auntie who took over him today.

previously, my mood was already somewhat down, and now not seeing him makes it even more down. it's like...not fated for me and him to work on the same day? like wtf seriously...

did cry abit in the toilet and after that felt better.

racy, hua and giant wilson also made me feel better, by joking with me and all lol.

then i keep sms until phone no batt like seriously -.- make me so sian.

don't know why but gradually i find myself being so tired attending to customers at the cashier, like suddenly a lot people come. but not as much as mothers' day or valentines' day lah.

then just nice racy came to the front and then she ask me stand at the back 'cause she say she can see i'm very tired.

so yeah. stood at the back and it's much better. then ya lor time just passed like that.

oh. and during mum's break, i actually took the cake over to her and then when i standing at the entrance, all the diners inside looking at me la -.- wth.

and mum after work came and talk to me then ask me why i don't want go in sit with them for awhile 'cause her colleagues all want to see me -.- lolol.

and she tell me she share the cake with da xiang, xiao xiang, xiao long, the china aunty, another aunty, her and one more i forgot who lolol.

and my and racy has already set our date on sunday! to eat coffee club together after work since we both end at 8pm oh yay ^^ 완전대박! ㅎㅎㅎ

and... he's leaving sooooooooon...

tmr is his last day of work, will he even be working? has he cleared all his off days and leaves? what if he didn't work tmr as well, then how the hell am i going to know how to contact him to ask him his flight details etc etc?

i really feel i'm so useless.. you know, i'm really afraid i'll cry like shit after he left. 'cause even just the thought of his last day of work already make me tear up. what more to say his departure? sigh...

오후 11:35

2011년 5월 9일 월요일

after a long 'break' from work i'm back on yesterday on mother's day to help out.

i thought i saw spoon at first, but no leh ):

anyway yesterday was like damn fucking busy, more busy than CNY and valentines day leh!

and guess what? our effort actually paid off ^^

we hit the sales target which ahkai shifu wanted, and that's 8k! no joke!

and for the first time, i experienced great team work, really great team work from our outlet ^^

all the bakers actually stayed back to help us cashiers out.

even when they're busy with making the cakes, when a diy counter is ready, they will help us pack the cake and all. and they will also tell us got how many diy counter is available.

also, they will help us in cashiering and selling cakes and packing them. how great ^^

even frankie also send sms to all of us, praising our great team work ^^ omg i feel so happy hehe.

speaking about frankie, yesterday i return to work. i saw this ribbon thing blocking the entrance, so i thought is like a 'no-entry' sign or something so i just tear one side then put my bag and head to toilet. and i actually put it back lolol.

only until when racy saw me in the toilet, she run to me and hug me and say she miss me hahaha. then she ask if i saw the 'welcome back zhan ying' banner written by frankie not and i say no. lol.

then she say he even put a scissors beside it, like cutting ribbon ceremony lolol.

then we both head out of the toilet and when i saw that i was like laughing hahaha. seriously la, my manager the best! hahaha.

and now that banner thingy is hanging on my bed side lolol.

ohoh. later meeting chinmei at tamp one then pei her travel between tamp and pasir ris lolol. cool yo. hahaha. better than rotting at home hahaha.

then later at night meeting wilson, hmm.. late dinner i suppose. lolol.

somehow, i'm nervous lolol. siao one me.

오후 12:38

2011년 5월 7일 토요일

been down these two days.

cried a lot these two days as well. and somehow i find that, in times like this, i can't find anyone around me. it's really really been a tough and rough day for me these two days, with the date nearing, with my uncleared mind, with so many things that make me don't know how to think.

lucky for that pig dan, cheering me up with his stupid tease and all. thanks ah.

오후 9:52

2011년 5월 2일 월요일

alright. after i came back from genting i fell ill.

like for the first three days it's like hell to me. my whole body and head and eyes are hurting!

then slowly the pain disappear and my throat started hurting and then coughing!

cough until now still not okay yet!

just now even cough until vomit!! like really vomit out my porridge leh! wtf sia.

even my tears also fell down lah.

really horrible feeling. wanted to go see doc this morning, end up when i walk to central already, then the clinic notice put that they would open at 1pm today wtf.

waste my time wake up early go there sia. somemore it's drizzling leh.

now still hesitating want go again at 1pm or not. then straight away head to work after see doc. sigh.

오후 12:14