The past two days seems like a dream to me.
I've seen them upclose, gotten their signature, talked to them and all.
My ever first time being so so close to people I love.
They really have great personalities unlike other idols.

All my sleepless nights are worth it.
Even the money I spent on the package for them, the boards for them, the effort used in folding the straw hearts for them, the money spent in chasing them.

Fan-signing,
all the boys were really (sincerely) shocked when i took out the board to give to them.
And instead of just 'thank you.' they went 'omg/oh ~ thank you' with the really sincere and truthful expression.
Soohyun is the best! When he saw the board, he said 'omg i love you so much.' and i said back 'i love you too.' then he replied again with 'i love you too.' OMG!
How sweeeeet can he get?!

Showcase,
they performed 빙글빙글, Not Young, Talk To Me, End of the Road, 뭐라고 and 만만하니.
Perfect and wonderful performance. They really gave their best.
Van was chasing theirs after showcase and we got to chase behind their van!
Eli and Soohyun kept looking behind!
Then when we showed Xander's board and Kibum's board,
they'll actually ask the member to go to the back and greet us!
And when Soohyun was looking at the back,
I used my hand to make a heart sign and when Jenies pointed it to him,
he did the heart sign back to me! ^^
I swear I'm so touched by what he did that I teared a little.

Everything ended and all,
the hotel is in chaos.
Those fans should really be thought a lesson!
Pushing between fans and all, it's okay. I understand.
But please, you girls are pushing the BOYS as well!
Did you know that Soohyun got hurt?!
Did you know that Kibum tripped?!
Did you know that Dongho got to squeeze through the crowd by crouching?!
Did you know that Xander was angry at us?!
Those fans seriously don't bother about their safety AT ALL!
And Soohyun got injured, even though there's already TWO bouncers and TWO security guards surrounding him!

Shall post videos and pictures up if I feel like it some time.
I hope for later's departure, those fans will behave themselves!
I really don't wish to see them getting hurt and upset over the nasty behaviours of the fans.
Still hesitating whether to send them off/stalk them later.

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