I think i'm really used to having him with me during break and taking bus home with me.
Felt empty during my break.
and during my break, it's also Emperor's break and the is preparing to go home as well.
then when the girl and her brother/boyf. walk past me, she waved to me and the guy look at me and tell her 'should i say? i feel like saying out.' then she was like 'aiya, don't say. don't disturb/scare her.' then they walk away.
then during work, i saw emperor and the head looking over to me and laughing.
i wonder if they're talking about me and spoon, by any chance o.o

Reached home and i cried again while carrying the other kitty.
'cause it's not like it's usual self anymore.
any normal human would be able to see that it miss its sister.
then my sis told me about what her friend said to her thru the phone,
and it made me cry even more.
then when the kitty which i'm carrying saw me crying,
it crawled up closer to my face, look at me with its eyes teary as well and meowed softly (unlike it's usual loud meow).

edit/
i remembered while with chinmei waiting for bus taking bus home together,
then she told me that joey said me and spoon will definitely get together. lol.
idk, but even if me and him ain't a pair, but as long as i get to spend my day with him either for break or going home, i'm already very contented.
then that ahhua today go tell frankie say what i am attached with spoon,
and say out whatever i posted on facebook ytd to him!
like damn paiseh only lah.

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