Yesterday night,
memories of u and me being together filled my mind.
i lost myself yet again during the night,
and i cried.
i told brother about him avoiding me,
and me not knowing what to do,
and i cried.

I've forgotten when, but i dreamt of him recently.
Does it mean he's missing and thinking of me?
Must be me thinking too much.

Purposely had dinner at Tamp1 toastbox with min and sister just 'cause i wanted to see him.
even sneak peeks at him for 1sec or less still makes me feel contented.
watching playful kiss and i like what hani said.
'Only when i try, then i am able to see you. If not, there's no way i can see you without trying.'
just like how i always tried to reach work early, get my lunch break early and all, just to see him.
if i didn't even try that much, to knock off the same time as him or break around the same time as him,
i suppose i can't even get to see him and interact with him much.
and i bet, he won't really take notice of me if that's the case, right?

오후 11:15