i try
to wake up early and to sacrifice my sleeping time to go have breakfast 'cause i don't know if he'll be working morning or afternoon.
i try
to do the things i'm supposed to for closing as fast as possible 'cause i wish to talk to him again.
i try
to tell myself that everything's going to be alright.
but the more i try,
the more stupid i feel.
the more i try,
the more i feel like crying.
the more i try,
the more i feel like i'm useless.
the more i try,
the more i think that he doesn't even feel the same way as i did for him.
the more i try,
the more i'll think why didn't he try as well...

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