U-Kiss (♥) Kiss-Me

I'm a girl who adores TVXQ, Girls Day & U-Kiss.
Trust, once broken it's really hard to gain it back. Regardless of who's the one responsible in breaking this trust, it's just too hard to trust people now.

Music is my life, without music I will die.

I want a Macbook

I want a ~~camera~~

I want a iPod Touch

I want to slim down

I want to be rich

I want to go S. Korea

I want to be a singer

I want to play drums

I want to dance well

I want to ~~find a job~~

I want to ~~get my pay!~~

I want to attend U-Kiss concert in Singapore

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C.N Blue SGFC

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2010년 12월 24일 금요일

It's Christmas Eve.

hanged out with brother and his friend, Daniel at somewhere near white sands just now.

got the thought of buying him a new bag,

but... will he not like it?

and i actually got the thought of writing a christmas card for him and wait at his block downstairs.

so i actually rushed through writing Merry Christmas in chinese using popcorn pen.

end up i decided to give it tmr instead. 'cause by the time i'm done with it, it's already past 11pm.

so, i wrote a draft of what i wanted to tell him.

and it turned out to be quite long. omg. it filled the whole paper. well, almost.

all in chinese. it's been so long since i've written in chinese and it feels weird.

before all these, i was crying.

'cause i thought of spending either x'mas eve night or x'mas night with him.

but i know it won't come true.

and then i know i shouldn't believe in those tarot card things or w/e but idkw,

the result came out as 'You are unwilling to accept the breakup as a fact; refused to let go; and afraid of the change. You are being radical because you resist to this change. And because of that, you will hurt some people. Be considerate before taking any action. Do not take things too hard, and move on with your life.'

idkw but i think it's true. i refuse to accept it as a fact. i'm still holding on and afraid of the change.

and it said 'you will hurt some people' and i thought of him.

'cause of me, agnes and winnie they all don't really like him. why?

and yes, thinking and thinking just made me cry out. sigh.

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