Life is just so unfair.
Met winnie at 12pm at tea dot, she taught me a lil' bit of knitting basics.
slacked around icing room and went subway with her during her break.
while i was standing at the back,
i didn't know it's his turn for break and so unluckily,
i turned towards his side and we sort of made eye contact.
and i got tensed up and pretend i never saw him.
fuck life, just when i least expected it.
slacked with panda at tea dot and waited for chinmei.
and she came with a piece of good news, PHOTOSHOOT!
a belated x'mas present from xiaomei!
thanks so much girl ^^
had curry chicken for dinner and i'm sorry to chinmei that i need her to order,
'cause of him.
sigh.
was feeling very giddy, to the extent that i think i might faint anytime.
went to watsons and bought facial wipes and foundation.
got to use my remaining $213 to buy clothes and shoes and accessories for photoshoot!
maybe can use those for cny also. i mean, though i won't be getting any angbao, sigh.
fuck life, just when i thought i can dress much better this year for cny.
reached home, told mum about the news regarding photoshoot.
was so happy and told brother too.
then on my laptop, saw an article by akp regarding Su's tweet.
opened it, read it and got teary-eyed.
i believe Yunho's thanks to ain't his true feelings.
Su, believe in him.
Like what Chaeyoung tweeted, SMe is a strong company.
SMe can control what the media reports and etc etc.
Now chances of them getting back as 5ive might be slimmer, (if his tweets is really about Yunho)
but I'll still Always Keep The Faith and support TVXQ as 5ive.
no matter how long it'll take, I'll still wait.
'cause it's you guys who taught me how to appreciate good music,
it's you guys who made me fall in love with not just korean music, but the korean culture as well.
it's you guys who taught me how to love and be loved.
it's you guys who taught me how to be a true fan, for a life time.
fuck life, for being so hard on my dear boys who have been working so hard, yet receiving so little credits which they don't deserve, 'cause they deserve much more.
fuck life, for letting them go through this pain, this torment of being seperated from one another when they've been together for 9 years, NINE fucking years ever since the 5ive of them started as a trainee together.
i'm getting emotional right now.
i'll go off now. goodbye.
I want a Macbook
오후 10:25