I must be out of my mind thinking about those things.
idkw but there's this urge inside of me wanting to talk to him, to clear the misunderstandings between us.
no intention of patching back, never.
just hate this lingering feeling. the feeling that's dangling in the air, which idk the reason why. perhaps he know.
wanting to ask a lot of things, but i'm sure when i'm infront of him (or not even somewhere near him) i think i'll just back off in the end and keep it inside me -.-
yes, i'm a coward.
but i really wish to know the reason to all these. avoiding, that's the main cause.
even on the bus, we'll act as though we don't see each other and are seated far away.
why?
perhaps, only when the day comes for him to return, then i might have the courage to ask? idk...

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