work and yeah.
jiayi and mai say D&D very boring LOL.
super bored during work.
was not in a good mood for a moment during work idkw either.
then mei started talking to me about him.
and she say just let it go and say it's him who hurt me first.
and that if he choose to avoid me, just let him be. there's no need for me to avoid him as well, 'cause i did nothing wrong.
then she also added on saying perhaps one of the reason why i still couldn't really put it down/being sad or affected by him is 'cause whenever i work, i'll always be seeing him.
and she said maybe a change of environment would be better.
then slowly our chat shifted to H & 'CCTV'.
and for the first time ever, i released whatever i feel about CCTV to someone in Icing Room.
reason being simple, CCTV is from IR as well.
and i didn't know that it's not only me who feels that way as well.
even M, AH, XX, R also thinks the same way too!
and we're saying that CCTV's really too bossy and all.
even the baking area she also want to 'take charge' of.
then we're talking about how if CCTV rejected/said harsh words to H,
CCTV should stop trying to still be close/act close with H despite H trying to avoid CCTV.
aiya, long story really.
i bet no one's interested anw, LOL.