U-Kiss (♥) Kiss-Me

I'm a girl who adores TVXQ, Girls Day & U-Kiss.
Trust, once broken it's really hard to gain it back. Regardless of who's the one responsible in breaking this trust, it's just too hard to trust people now.

Music is my life, without music I will die.

I want a Macbook

I want a ~~camera~~

I want a iPod Touch

I want to slim down

I want to be rich

I want to go S. Korea

I want to be a singer

I want to play drums

I want to dance well

I want to ~~find a job~~

I want to ~~get my pay!~~

I want to attend U-Kiss concert in Singapore

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2011년 1월 29일 토요일

That one thing which happened in the morning, totally ruined my whole day and maybe, perhaps ruin my whole week or months.

I've typed it out on my private blog (locked), told panda about it ('cause she's been through it before), told winnie and jiayi about it (since they knew about K as well) and lastly, told my best sister Rebecca about it as well.

I just kept thinking about it, it just kept replaying in my mind.

Only when someone is talking about other things with me or when I'm doing something then I won't think about it!

But if I'm alone it'll just pop out in my mind and I'll be feeling so damn disgusted, dirty and ashamed...

And after that incident happened, I took bus which lead straight away to tamp interchange.

then i headed to toilet and first thing i did was cry.

met up with panda and while telling her 'bout it, i cried as well. during winnie's break i told her also (she knew i'm meeting K), i cried as well.

it just....left a very, super big impact on me...

I'm afraid, what if others know about it and think differently of me? What if they think i'm dirty or easy? What if what if what if...

And honestly speaking, when that happened and after that happened, the first person who came to my mind was Spoon.

Today while i was bathing, its worse...

Through out i was thinking of what happened and i really hate it...

The feeling is very strong that i cringed, that i almost slammed things against the mirror...

dyed hair with rebecca at tamp1 and had lunch at NYDC.

didn't know that she like eating aglio olio as well.

and yes, still out eating NYDC when i'm not feeling great...

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