due to that incident..

on the 5th that guy appeared at the shop, i cried at the stairs after he left.

if not for Spoon's presence, jiayi's concern + accompaniment and hua's jokes,

i think i'll be super down and not laughing.

then on the 6th i was okay. nothing much happened.

just that at night i think spoon is avoiding me again w/e.

and just now, on the 7th i waited for winnie end work then go off together.

she waited bus with me and she told me one thing.

she said that ytd while she was walking to bus interchange, she saw that guy walk past her in the opp direction.

after she said that, i was like totally scared. i mean yeah.

it's a good thing i left early with hua and racy after work if not...

so just now i waited for the last bus then board 'cause the 2nd last bus got some blonde hair guys which i'm afraid might be his friends or something. and yes, i think too much or what idk but i just want to play safe...

when i reach home i said this to brother 'i pay you $20, until end of this month you come and fetch me at bus stop after i end work can or not? 'cause winnie said ytd she saw that guy walk past her in opp direction at night when she end work. and lucky i went off early.' then i started to cry.

and i know brother is concerned about me and he agreed.

i really hope this fear will go away soon.

i mean, yah.

Spoon, where are you when I needed you now? today? every night? forever?

you won't be here, will you? no.