people at work can sense there's something wrong with me, that i'm not feeling happy.

but my mood got a lil' better when spoon was walking to the toilet, we look at each other smile and he pull my ponytail again. lol.

then when he walking back, his hand rested on my shoulder and idkw but for that instant, i felt relieved and happy.

it's as though he's telling me 'things will be alright.' get it?

then when he go for his break, he also walk to toilet first.

then again we look at each other and smile. it made me feel better.

told winnie and she said that actually right now, my two main source of energy that keeps me happy and going during work is u-kiss/tvxq and spoon.

so when one of them is down, i'm actually depending on the other to make me happy.

i guess what she said is right..

oh. and i fucking hate NHM!

they FORCED kibum to leave the group like WTF?!

what did he do wrong?! he might not be able to sing or dance well but at least and I'M SURE he's got the talent to do well!

Dear Sarah,

I know we might never ever be able to meet each other 'cause we're both living in different side of the earth. But I do sincerely wish that you won't be leaving twitter/fb 'cause leaving these two social sites is equivalent to leaving me. I don't wish to lose contact with you, even though our only way is through online. You know how much I love you, how much I care for you. I'm afraid of losing friends, 'cause I've lost one great friend of mine in the past. I just...don't wish to lose my best friend right now. Especially not at this point of time whereby I know both of us are emotionally hurt right now. I wish I can still somehow, at some point of time be able to make you smile and talk with you and crap with you. Remember how we said that we'll go drinking together? I want to make that come true. And I believe I can make that come true someday. Even though the wait might be long, but I believe I can do it if I try my best. So please, don't leave twitter/fb, don't leave me will ya? )':