Started work at 11am instead 'cause i reached too early.

and i've already set my mind (i hope i can do it though) that i won't bother myself with spoon anymore, not anymore.

since what winnie and jiayi said to me are the same, that he seems like a hua xin guy etc.

ended work and jiayi and yiyuan accompany me go buy sunflower for mum! (:

the auntie charge me at a cheaper price for a medium size one (initially i chose small 'cause i no money) 'cause she know i'm buying for my mum haha.

after that headed back to shop and winnie, mei and jiayi helped me to wrap it up nicely ^^

thanks so much girls! appreciate it a lot a lot!

while on the bus, i'm worried that mum might not like it or say something which will disappoint me or what haha.

when i'm at the door, i asked mum to open the door for me while i have the sunflower hidden behind me.

then when she opened already, i presented the sunflower to her and the first thing she did is to hug me tight!

and she said that i'm the only one who remembered her birthday! then we both cried :')

I'm so glad that she loved the sunflower (:

wanted to make a cake for her but oh well. i've got no money so yeah, just a sunflower.

Dear Mummy,

I might say I hate you and I might give you attitude etc etc but deep down, I realize and I hope you know that I love you. It might just be a sunflower which might die soon, but I'm glad that I'm the one who remembered your birthday, that I'm the one who manage to make you cry tears of joy. Not that I love making you cry though. You made me cry too when you said that I'm the only person who remember your birthday, and you're very touched by it. Why would I forget your birthday? I still remember when it's my birthday, you even stayed up till 3am+ just to wait for me and sing birthday song for me with a cake while I was outside crying my heart out for a guy who I know I will never be with. I love you.

Dear Nana,

yes! you have one special message as well! you're one of the best cousin I've ever had, aside from Min! hehe. We might hardly talk or contact each other etc, but I still love you y'know right? hahaha. Min told me how anxious you was about me when you read what happened on my blog regarding 'that' incident and I'm very thankful for the concern you're showing me despite us not really contacting much through sms or phone calls, but just online. And i can say that whenever you need a listening ear, I'll be there to listen yeah (: I might not be able to help much or do much, but yeah. I wish I can be a great cousin to you (: I love you!