
this is what's going through in my mind for the past two days?
sometimes i really wonder, will he suddenly not talk to me again?
and i also did wonder, if he'll surprise me or something during Valentines' day which is like 1 more day away?
and i wonder, if he ever know that Valentine day is one day away.
also, i wonder what's going on his mind...
he started talking to me again and i'm glad.
it's nearing Valentines' day, for some reason I'm feeling glad as well.
but what I'm afraid of is, on Valentines' day itself or maybe today, he'll suddenly not talk to me again.
you know, things can happen so suddenly..
i also thought, what would I do and how would I feel if he were to leave in May or June.
Would i still be that happy at work?
Or rather, would I even still be working there?
'cause I just told hua that I might work till May or June 'cause he was asking me.
sigh. i should stop filling my mind with such negative thoughts ):
be contented with the relationship I have with Spoon now, yes.