and when mum reach home at 2am+ i was still crying but i act as though i'm sleeping.

so yeah.

while blasting those songs in the room, i cry and cry very loudly..

then at work, when i reach, i thought i can control my tears i thought i won't cry but no.

frankie wanted me to call him, so i called and he know something's wrong with me so he say i play facebook till late again ah and i said no. and he jokingly say next time i teach u play face to face, more fun. and idkw but instead of laughing, i almost cried out... 'cause just nice i saw him walking down the stairs. even without seeing the body or face, just by looking at the shoes and i know it's him already...

and when winnie came, i went toilet cried for awhile, and when i came out, winnie hugged me and i immediately cried out again wtshit...

i didn't expect myself to be like that so i ran back in to toilet.. sigh...

at night hua told me that spoon said to him he'll be leaving soon and my mood dropped again. almost going to cry if hua continue saying about him..

xiaomei and chinmei came over and bought hazelnut milk tea for me from eskimo. thanks so much.

agnes also dropped by and she also knew something's wrong with me..

took same bus as him (i thought we won't be on the same bus.) and he said that monday and tuesday he won't be working.. sigh..

monday tuesday wednesday racy also not working ):

and i think...i really got to pluck up courage to... ask him go out with me or something for a day, before he leave sg. i don't want any regrets.. really don't..