i specially headed out early to work just so perhaps i can take same bus as him or something but no.
so i thought, i shall see him later during work.
then i just sat at the 3rd and 4th floor doing nothing, okay. am sms-ing my friends for awhile.
then when i head to work, i didn't see him at all. it's the auntie who took over him today.
previously, my mood was already somewhat down, and now not seeing him makes it even more down. it's like...not fated for me and him to work on the same day? like wtf seriously...
did cry abit in the toilet and after that felt better.
racy, hua and giant wilson also made me feel better, by joking with me and all lol.
then i keep sms until phone no batt like seriously -.- make me so sian.
don't know why but gradually i find myself being so tired attending to customers at the cashier, like suddenly a lot people come. but not as much as mothers' day or valentines' day lah.
then just nice racy came to the front and then she ask me stand at the back 'cause she say she can see i'm very tired.
so yeah. stood at the back and it's much better. then ya lor time just passed like that.
oh. and during mum's break, i actually took the cake over to her and then when i standing at the entrance, all the diners inside looking at me la -.- wth.
and mum after work came and talk to me then ask me why i don't want go in sit with them for awhile 'cause her colleagues all want to see me -.- lolol.
and she tell me she share the cake with da xiang, xiao xiang, xiao long, the china aunty, another aunty, her and one more i forgot who lolol.
and my and racy has already set our date on sunday! to eat coffee club together after work since we both end at 8pm oh yay ^^ 완전대박! ㅎㅎㅎ
and... he's leaving sooooooooon...
tmr is his last day of work, will he even be working? has he cleared all his off days and leaves? what if he didn't work tmr as well, then how the hell am i going to know how to contact him to ask him his flight details etc etc?
i really feel i'm so useless.. you know, i'm really afraid i'll cry like shit after he left. 'cause even just the thought of his last day of work already make me tear up. what more to say his departure? sigh...
I want a Macbook
오후 11:35